| ...i get so weak in the knees i can hardly speak, i lose alll control and something takes hold of me.. in a daze and its so amazing its not a phase i want you to stay with me.. by my side i swallow my pride your love is so sweet it knocks me right off of my feet.. i cant explain why your loving makes me weak... |







+about me+


macapagal. likes to sleep. likes to go out. likes to go to difrent places. caring. thoughtful. easily gets pissed off. but. only triggerd by bitches. a blogger. a soccer player. afc player in ateneo. am for admu. wants to be a doctor. one of the first niece of the president Gloria Macapagal Arroyo. thats me. and thers nuthing you can do about it. :) smile! :)




+events+

2nd august: keezia's birthday.
august 17th: my birthday.

august 4 5 6: quarterly exams.
august 31: kim's birthday.



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Saturday, September 25, 2004
eto nnman.


"...because id still say yes to you again, my darling for you ill do it all again.. yes id still say yes to you again.. my darling for you ill do it over and over again.. say yes..."


it took one smile
to get me fallin so fast for you
it took one kiss
to get me callin out loud for you

how could this be
your throwing yourself away from me
so now i die
without you here by my side

it took one second
for you to runaway from me
it took one minute
for you to forget about me

and now your gone
and im left here all alone
how could it be so easy
for you to kill me

 "...who do you tell when you love someone.. hoping that sumones inlove with you.. who do you tell when you love someone.. i guess i might as well tell you this..."


Posted at 8:26 pm by eileen
(2) drops had fallen.  

Friday, September 24, 2004
hai ewan.


"...i miss you so much, i long for your love, it scares me, cause my heart gets so weak, that i cant even breathe.. how can you take thing soo easily.. baby why arent you missing me..."



time will pass
things will change
but my feelings for you
will forever remain

how unfair life is
how quickly you end love's bliss
feeling your cold kiss
never knew you'd leave me like this

how hard can goodbye's get
to the person in whom your dreams have set
u left without feeling regret
now i ask you how can i forget

just go and look and look away
ill wait for night to become day
just kneel down and pray
pray that somehow you'll love me one day


 "...ill be loving you forever, (forever) deep inside my heart you'll leave me never.. even if you took my heart and tore it apart. i will love you still forever..."


Posted at 9:10 pm by eileen
(4) drops had fallen.  

Thursday, September 23, 2004
sadnes, to the max nga ba?!

"...because im crazy for you.. touch me once and you'll know its true.. i never wanted anyone like this its so brand new.. youll feel it in my kiss.. im crazy for you..."

kill me but again i am sad. is it just me or am i really stupid when it comes to this kinda thing? but im not that numb. i know how to get hurt. but i dont think he knows that. he is totally forgetting about me. but again. i hope he doesnt. im still going gaga over him. the once happiness which i had wished would last long is now gone. he has taken everything from me. my smiles, my laughter, my joy, and mostly most of my strength to be able to get up again, is now gone. just like a snap. just like that. i hated every bit of it. but i loved him. i loved him too much that im having a hard time letting go. fuck this shitty life. hes taken away everything. leaving me nothing. shet. shet. shet. i know this is stupid. but again. i love him. after all the years, he was the one who made me smile again, he was the one that my heart was shouting out. he made me smile soooo much, that even my family had said to me that they hope he stays, and i do hope too. 



shit happens and we don't know why
we can't run away from it even if we try
so we just accept it as we start to cry
don't worry ill be ryt here to wipe your tears dry

i know youve got problems
i have some too
but remember no matter what
i'll be there for you

so if you feel down and you wanna give up
i'll come over and give u a hug
kiss u on the lips
and whisper in ur ear
don't you fear im just right here



"...heaven knows what to say.. even though for right now your so far away.. gonna tell you and show you.. do whatever i can do to get back to you..."


Posted at 6:47 pm by eileen
(5) drops had fallen.  

Wednesday, September 22, 2004
unknown

"...have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry, have you ever needed something s bad you cant sleep at night.. have you ever tried to find the words but they wont come out right, have you ever.. have you ever..."

in my mind, there are certain things or questions that i would like to be answered. but i guess right now, i couldnt care less. maybe i dint deserve to smile, or to laugh. but whatever the reason of God is to take away that happiness i accept it. for the 2 years and 1 month i had with my ex, you could say this is nothing. many of you had experienced sumthing much more depressing. but in my case? im no wonderwoman or batman or catwoman. i am not extra ordinary. I have fallen and have risen from my past problem. but i am not ready to face a new yet. im not that strong right now. im still trying to cope up with what i missed along the road. i loved him as i said. but, he said he wanted to be with me. and i felt the same way. but only to find out that he'd leave me hanging. i couldnt bear this kind of problem right now. ill save this for tomorrow. im to sad right now to post. love ya'll.

"...boy, lately.. the sun doesnt shine without you..."


Posted at 10:18 pm by eileen
(2) drops had fallen.  

Tuesday, September 21, 2004
goodbye.

 hindi na nia ako mahal.

  i love you.


Posted at 6:47 pm by eileen
(9) drops had fallen.  

Monday, September 20, 2004
fuck

WARNING: bitchy mode on


Peaking too early

When UE exposed the Blue Eagle's weakness in their second game against each other this year, it triggered the end of the Ateneo Championship dream...
...and the start of their nightmares.


Because as soon as the winning streak ended, the Hail Mary team found themselves realizing three things:
1. An average of 2-3 points of victory over your opponent is not really a clear victory
2. It was mainly luck (yes, what other team has a Mascot like Larry Fonacier?) And luck was something that couldnt carry them through the final four
3. They peaked too early and became overconfident

The next half proved disastrous, giving them a 3-6 (including the final four) scorecard, causing them to lose the #1 spot to FEU, then the #2 slot to DLSU. And now, losing the chance for another championship bid altogether.

So, Yes, they won their first seven games... they just made the mistake of thinking that the other teams in the league would just roll over and die. ( WTF?! )
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On the other hand, another team was going through a nightmare at the start of UAAP season 67. La Salle had nothing going from them in the first half- a heart-wrenching loss to ateneo for its first game, a first-in-28-games loss to Adamson and a shakey 4-3 scorecard at the end of its first seven games.

Rumors of head coach Franz Pumaren resigning or getting fired abounded. TY tang, the main pointguard was severely and unfairly criticized for not stepping up as the next Mike Cortez (duh. get over it. Mike is gone.) JV Casio, touted as the next RenRen Ritualo (More Lasalista dreams) wasn't scoring as heavily as they initially thought and lastly, the absence of a legitimate Center punctuated the La Salle Nightmare.

Then the Archers adjusted.

TY Tang and the rest of the boys shaped up. The Big Men of La Salle started to make their presense felt in the next few games. Mac Cardona, their biggest source of firepower, dropped his bwakaw ways and started acting as a real leader on the court. Suddenly, though Mike Cortez and RenRen will never play for them again, The Archers became a team to beat once more.

Starting with a 28-point manhandling of the NU Bulldogs, La Salle never looked back. Franz Pumaren found his mojo and with the rest of the team started on what eventually became an amazing 8-game winning streak (and still winning.)

And whereas the ateneo winning streak was characterized by trailing behind their opponents in the first half, peaking at the third canto and finally finishing strong at the endgame, the DLSU style of victory was a powerful show of force in the first half and losing steam little by little in the final minutes for a double-digit win over their opponents.

However, as the wins piled up, the Archers slowly regained their championship poise. Guns that blazed in the first half kept firing until the final minutes of the game. The Archers made sure there was to be no more endgame collapse.

Thus was the story in last couple of Ateneo games.

When Mac Cardona, as his first two points of the game, slammed it in the face of a cheering Ateneo Crowd, his message was clear -- We do not fear Ateneo. We will smash your misplaced dreams of another championship stint. We will show you how to sustain an amazing winning streak. We will give you ONE BIG FIGHT.

And the rest was history. La Salle won its eighth straight game today and coerced Ateneo to give up its tickets to the UAAP championship with a 69-55 victory at the Big Dome. Gifted with an early set of defeats, the Archers are savoring the sweetest of victories now that they are peaking at the most perfect of times.

Animo La SAlle!!!
__________________

So there. I was holding back, in the name of tactfulness any snide remarks or comments I have against the biggest losers this season. Whew. Tough, this tact thingie.



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i stumbled upon this entry in a fellow bloggers blog. i dont mean to be soooo bitchy right now. but
H-E-L-L-O?!?! i know DLSU did win! but in your entry? looks like your soo mad at the blue eagles, what did they do to you? your making a big fool out of them. i agree. your player are good. but dang. you are too arrogant. SORRY FOR DLSU FANS im targeting this to the one who posted! i know its your blog you can write anything. i respect that. BUT DUH! you are making a fool out of the blue eagles. you gave them a ONE BIG FIGHT! ok. congratulations. i watched the game. live. fine. you won. but bragging about how ateneo lost to dlsu? what do you get out of it. sure. DLSU did win. fine. congrats ha! pero hello! im not that dum to be able to create this certain point to make the ateneans feel they made a fool out of them thinking that theyd win this season. AND WHAT MADE YOU SO CONFIDENT THAT THEY WER THINKING THAT THEY WOULD WIN THIS SEASON. I AM A TRUE BLUE FAN. AS MUCH AS ME KNOWING THEM FOR 2 YEARS ALREADY. THEY HAD NEVER THOUGHT OF WINING THIS SEASON. THEY WER GLAD THAT IN THE FIRST HALF THEY WONT STRAIGHT GAMES BUT WE ALL KNOW THAT ITS FEU'S SEASON! GAWD! YOU ARE UNBEARABLE! to solo. im not mad. you just made out a post which isnt really true. ive known the blue eagles, because my tito was once a coach. and we attended the victosy party when they won the season. and to the friends of solo. you might think im a bitch writing this. sorry. i was just totaly amuzed with the way he implied how ateneans think. they are humble people if you would get to know them. before the game yesterday? they were thinking that WE WOULD LOSE THIS GAME, BUT AGAIN LET US JUST DO OUR BEST. they had thought of it since b4.

So, Yes, they won their first seven games... they just made the mistake of thinking that the other teams in the league would just roll over and die. (gawd! what made u think such thing? just because they wer doing well for the first half and you thought the players wer bragging about it? dang. DLSU arrogance is now showing. gash. you are putting them down too much.)

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you are making a fool out of ateneans. but once more i shall say. whatever happends remember this..

 WIN OR LOSE ITS THE SCHOOL WE CHOOSE.


WARNING: bitchy mode off

Posted at 5:57 pm by eileen
(5) drops had fallen.  

Sunday, September 19, 2004
happy burtdey vea



for a fellow blogger, congratulations vea and happy birthday. we love you. :D


Posted at 9:08 pm by eileen
tears havent fell.  

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